her kind heart

It's been a week since I was with Vinces. I can never forget the 2 nights I spent with her and how sweet she was.

I had an issue at home that pushed me to stay temporarily [or rather sleep] at theirs. The first night, she and I were left to watch TV and when she's sleepy already, she realized I won't be going home. Next thing I knew, she went upstairs and when she came back, she had a pillow and handed it to me. She also left the fan on telling me that it'll make me comfy but I told her to turn it off and uttered my thanks. Before she walked up the stairs, she asked me if I'm OK and before I could answer, I choked.

It was so sweet of her and the only thing I managed to say was, 'Goodnight.'

The following night, I decided to sleep with her since her Tita V won't come home for the night. Again, she was the sweetest. She prepared our bed and made sure I have a blanket and a pillow. I cried myself to sleep silently afraid it might worried her. That night will always be a remembrance of how mature she is and a thoughtful child. The following morning, she asked me if I'd sleep again for the night and I said yes. But I didn't come back then, I was already home and already settled things.

I explained to her what happened in a way she can understand but I know she won't. All I want is for her to know that what I did was wrong. I miss her now, it's been a week since we've been together. And I haven't thanked her enough.